Saturday, August 8, 2009

Ninety to Nothin'

It feels like forever and yesterday all at the same time. In our house time stands still... we still have poster size cut outs of Cooper lining the walls of our living room from Cooper's service, his bathroom and bedroom remain unchanged, and his car seat is still visible in my rear view mirror. Outside our walls it feels like everyone is moving forward, ready or not. Everything still feels upside-down most of the time. Old routines just don't feel right without Cooper and it hurts to create new ones without him.

He has been gone a month.